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16 years of age
Flip
St. Martin Secondary School
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Sunday, October 17, 2010 @ 6:34 PM
iunno . like iunno. kay it's my fault whatever.
it always is!
last night i slept with a smile on my face,
today i woke up with a biiig smile on my face .
but now? iunno if it will be the same.
kayso , iunno how to tell what happened,
or whose fault it is.
i just wanna say what happened and what i felt.
kayso , mass was done ..
i asked you where do youu wanna go,
you were like anywhere as long as you're with me,
cheesy ikno.
so i was in a good mood i was like,
i wanna eat .
i told youu where but i kept changing my mood,
but youu know what,
youu were lucky.
youu were lucky my mood swings are good mood swings.
so okay, after a lot of changes, square one it is.
i asked what do youu wanna do.
youu told me that i should decide,
wow. this never happened right babee?
did youu even notice?
i made decisions today, when did that ever happened?
i was like, wanna watch a movie?
and youu didn't like any movie,
youu didn't like any plan i did,
and whenever i ask youu what youu want,
youu told me it's up to me,
but nothing really happened.
so i was kind of disappointed let's say.
but i was in a good mood, it is our monthsarry after all right?
so ok. we ate... at burger king.
i never really went there before except that one time that i was with youu.
so i don't know any food there.
i told youu i'll just have what youu'll have.
and youu were like, i should choose.
so i was choosing, and youu told me i take too long.
wow. i was pissed, honestly.
so i was eating....
we weren't talking.
then youu talked,
we were kinda ok.
then i was teasing youu by avoiding your kiss,
then youu said i was humiliating youu?
so now, who doesn't get who?
i don't get youu.
and now i know why i'm being like this.
i was disappointed and hurt at the same time.
disappointed of how this day turned out to be,
and hurt how youu now know how to walk away from me.
this isn't the first time youu made me feel this way, i'm just saying....
so now, i'm so fucking confused and pissed at the same time i can't even talk to youu.
i should've just stayed home today....
but i just wanted to be with youu on our 8th month together.
i just wanted..... to be with youu.
is that so wrong?
i guess that was wrong.
i should've stayed home the whole day,
if i did,
we probably aren't fighting like this.
happy(?) eight months.