youu fucking told me youu'll never leave me,

youu fucking told me there will never be a thought of youu leaving me!

from the fucking start youu told me youu love me,

that you'll never ever make me cry.

FUCK YOUR WORDS!

each time that i told youu i wanted to leave,

iknow that youu know i can't possibly do that,

because I told youu I won't leave youu, didn't I?

ur askin me how youu could forgive me for leaving youu and I can't?

because it was youu,

it was youu who wanted to leave,

and in these 10 months that we had,

youu let me hold on to your words that youu will never leave.

where are ur fucking words now?

gone. and so are youu.

youu can't possibly hurt me in one moment and say youu love me after 5 minutes.

IT FUCKING HURTS .

but remember , youu fucking wanted this.

we're both tired of these bullshits and it's probably right to just end this.

yes, it's getting less romantic and we're continuously drifting apart.

fights are inevitable but it's way too much.

but ok, who in the fucking hell needs youu?

i'm gonna move out by myself,

go to philippines by myself,

i'm gonna have my own car and drive myself anywhere i wanna go.

i'm gonna design my own house and hire an architect to make it for me.

i'm gonna live in it myself and be forever alone.

all the plans we made, im gonna do it myself.

because youu chose to leave me, i don't care.

"if a past couple are still friends with each other, it's either they never loved each other, or they're still in love with each other"

so let's not be friends, because i don't wanna say i never loved youu, neither to say that I still love youu.

it will fucking hurt.

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